I had no idea what to title my journal entry so wala! Isn't funny, I'm supposed to be doing my homework but ugh... Procrastination, it's a beautiful thing! Well, anywho I guess you can tell this is definitely a happier entry then all my previous ones I've recently typed. But you know, stress of being busy really wears one soul down. But I've recently found a lot of comfort in the small things. Like music and books. I've been re-reading the whole Heroes of Olympus series and listening to Imagine Dragons and Florence and the Machine. Also, I talked to one of my best friends that I haven't talked to in months. I guess I'm just happy that each day passes is a day closer to heading back home.
Just thinking about it makes my heart do summersaults and climbs to the highest mountain and sings! Like I just love the thought of going back to the place I've come to miss so much and just spend a small amount of time there. Even if the future my visit becomes only one day, that time will become one of the biggest diamonds of happiness in my heart.
Like I miss the small rolling hills and the small sunset we used to get. I miss those cold nights screaming in the stands at a football game. I miss laughing with my friends that I've only grown to Love so much more since I have been away. I miss the random gossip I hear between friends, and what I felt when trying to fix it. I miss hugging my friends when they needed it when their times were ruff and filled with pot holes.... I miss those small things. Ugh, I can't decide to smile so widely or tear up. :')
Okay, minus that little paragraph I guess, school has actually been good so far. I like drift through the hallways without being noticed. No dirty looks from the 'popular' click or the 'jocks'. I mean, I practically invisible at this school besides being in band. It actually feels nice. At my old school, you basically knew everyone and they judged you about EVERYTHING you did or said. Being a transfer is big relief and a breath of fresh air. I don't really know how to describe it beside that it's wonderful. I've gained a few friends but I've really clicked with one girl. Her name is Anna and we both love the Percy Jackson series, the City of Bones series, Pentatonix, and a lot more. I've even met one guy. He's in the band of course but tis very shy. And skinny. Lol XD He also likes Percy Jackson and Halo 4. Eeeep
But grrrrrrr! He has a girlfriend... That treats him like crap... And I know her... Cause she's in the guard... Why do I have to get my hopes wrapped up in complicated crap? I don't know...
Past That, woohoo! Supernatural freak here! *raises hand high and waves it around frantically but slumps back into the chair* I'm mad at myself cause I watched up to season 7 and then our Netflix got canceled. And yes I know there's Project Free Tv (and for those out there that you don't know what it is... Trust me, every episode of like everything is on there --> www.projectfree.tv) But I've fallen so far behind. But I'm proud of myself still sticking with the fandom cause I had kinda cosplayed as Dean for Halloween. I'm thinking of posting some photos... Maybe. I even made his amulet... in ONE night. I'll even post a photo of that as well. Crap, *looks at the time and all I've typed... Smiles awkwardly* Hehehe, if you actually read through all of that... *hugs you tightly and gives a sisterly smooch on your cheek* Hehehe!
Okay, I better go and now actually do my homework. Eck >:U
A quote I found and fell in love with: "Experience is the worst teacher; it gives you the test before presenting the lesson." -Vernon Laun
Now my own quote I made up
: "Be Afraid Of My Strength; Because It Is Stronger Than These Insults You Harshly Spit Through Your Teeth."
From your Photography Song: Mel~Mel